If you happen to stumble across this blog it may not be of much interest to you... But, for those of you in my life wanting to keep up, the words below are plenty. This is a journey of my life this past year, a newly single mother trying to figure out how to live life to the fullest! In the beginning there was an attempt at daily posts, now I am lucky if I get my fingers on the keyboard every week! I write about life, living and all of the fun stuff in between. If and when I am lucky, I throw in a bit of love! Let me tell you I am experiencing it all, and relishing every bit of it! It all started in July of 2010... if you want to catch all of the good stuff from the beginning, you might want to start there first...

Thursday, February 3, 2011

164 days to go...

Day 201 - My how my weeks progress....
I am now dating Mr. G, and of course once Clint got wind of this things got a little chaotic. It still baffles me how he thinks of me as his possession. Apparently he is allowed to date whomever, but I am to remain single until he has fulfilled his desires. This week started with the name calling and harassing threats. I anxiously wait for him to grow up and get OVER me! On a positive note... I should be divorced in 6 weeks! I cannot wait to see his face when it is final. He has refused to sign crucial documents, again him and his controlling ways, thinking he can hold up the divorce. Luckily for me he has defaulted, and at this point I have requested a hearing to get status and have the divorce done.... A few more weeks and I will legally have my life, and my name back!

Things with Mr. G are still in the new stage. He is a great individual, but being young, he is still a diamond in the rough. I am not one to go and change people, but rather encourage their strengths. We spent more time together this week, getting to know one another. It stinks that he is moving back to New York, but to be honest I still choose to continue with whatever we have going on. I think we are both apprehensive to where this may lead, but we both are eager to give it a shot. I enjoy spending time with him... each day I get to know a little more.

Mr. P has been silent for awhile. He is busy with his business, and apparently is in the final stages of selling it. I am happy for him, but honestly think I will never fit into his picture. It's been almost a year since the fateful flight where a teary eyed girl met the man of her dreams...

It is crazy for me to think back on the many obstacles I have over come in this past year. The emotions I have felt have been ALL over the board. Some days I look back and wonder what took me so long to get to this point. Why did I waste so many days hanging on to the tiny threads of what was left of my former life... All I know is it feels great where I am at, and I'm still moving forward!

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