If you happen to stumble across this blog it may not be of much interest to you... But, for those of you in my life wanting to keep up, the words below are plenty. This is a journey of my life this past year, a newly single mother trying to figure out how to live life to the fullest! In the beginning there was an attempt at daily posts, now I am lucky if I get my fingers on the keyboard every week! I write about life, living and all of the fun stuff in between. If and when I am lucky, I throw in a bit of love! Let me tell you I am experiencing it all, and relishing every bit of it! It all started in July of 2010... if you want to catch all of the good stuff from the beginning, you might want to start there first...

Thursday, September 30, 2010

289 days to go....

Day 76 -Catch up time... I am still dating Mr. M, and for the most part the balance of last week was fairly calm... well at least in comparison to some Amber weeks!

Now for the true update on the dating situation... I like Mr. M, I really do, he is a sweet, charming, fun guy. He is definitely a "man's man". He seems to be mingling with my group just fine. We had a great time together on Friday with Allissa and Chris. We met for happy hour and somehow ended up playing a round or two, or maybe three.. of drinking games back at their house. Mr. M seemed very relaxed and appeared to really be enjoying himself. The only problem is, I don't see myself falling in love with this guy. In fact I am starting to feel like there is only one person out there that I will allow myself to be in love with...

That's right... Mr. P. He is back in the picture, well sort of. And in all honesty, as much as I tried to convince myself, he never left my heart or my head, I was lying. I may not have talked about him much, but he's mostly what I think about. We've been chatting a bit more frequently the last few days. Almost swinging back into our old rhythm. It is utterly crazy the closeness I feel to this individual, especially based on the time, or I guess lack there of, that we have spent together. Love is a crazy thing.... strange I know.


(more in the morning)


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